Great... time walk away too fast and won't to stop for a while for me . . . i count into my day, it is almost three year and I still can't Knowing God perfectly.. I'm crazy of this...
My mind back into three years ago. . . i'm still an idealism girl who has a taft standpoint. . . i'm still a girl who can't touched and won't touched . . . but someday i found myself alone, have no one and i have a big hole in my heart . . . I need someone (or maybe something) to fill that . . . I try all thing, but I found that empty place still there. . . in my heart...
I found someone (that now i have already) that i think can replace that empty place, but it still there. . . still empty and still . . . . tasteless . . .
And then someday i found Him. . . no. . . . He found me . . . and make me falling in love too deep . . . i can release all thing for Him. . . and He made a test, He took the person i loved (at that time) . . . He made in the difficult situation . . .
I don't know how much tears down . . . I though He will show me His mercy. . . but no . . . for me (at that time) it still hurt my self. . .
A year past . . . and for a while i realize, why He done something hurted me (at that time) that all for my best. . . He save me from the bigger pain . . . the pain that maybe i can't handle now . . .
Well, Three years past and i realize, He changed me... I almost can't recognize myself now . . . He softer my heart . . . If i'm not encounter this by myself, I will never believe what He has done in me. . . (and maybe in you . . .)
I know maybe now you got a big trouble . . . maybe now you can't understand your situation.. but trust me. . . it will be pass. . . and you will be grateful for what you cry for today. . .
God still counting your tears and He still waiting to go side my side with you through all of your proccess . . . it happen to me. . . and it will happen to you too. . . i believe. . . Jesus bless. . .
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